Ok...so I went to Walmart and spent $9 on Jillian Michael's DVD 30 Day Shred, and about $4.50 a piece on some 3 lb weights. Got home, put Peyton down for a nap and started my workout. Not even 2 minutes into it she was screaming and crying...evidently didn't want to take a nap. So I put her in her pack and play in the living room while I continued huffing and puffing my workout. That didn't last long either, so I eventually let her crawl around on the floor while I finished. I kept telling myself "It's only 20 minutes long, I can do this." Let me just say that was the most kick-butt 20 minutes of my LIFE!! Whoa, Jillian is a beast. I wanted to take a break during my workout simply for fear that I would have a heart attack and die on the spot while Peyton was pushing her Lion around the living room. But, then Jillian's annoying voice said "If a 400 pound person can do this, so can YOU." Then it hit me. I'm not even close to being half that in weight and I'm acting like I'm dying? C'mon...push harder...do these last two push ups like you mean it...one last jumping jack...is what I kept telling myself. Then I was dying for another break...just 2 minute break...I swear that's all I needed! But Jillian said "Do NOT take a break...you can do this. Push yourself. If you feel like you're dying, it's just your body adjusting." Hmm, Comforting.
I then looked down and noticed Peyton was laughing at me while I was jumping and flailing my arms around like a psychotic maniac. I saw her sweet, gorgeous little face and thought "Good grief Erin, do it for HER you freakin' slacker!" So I finished! And for the next 2 hours I wanted to puke soooo bad. No other workout (except for the P90X) made me feel that way. So, for the $9, it's well worth it!
Now it's the day after...I woke up and was pretty sore, but not so much that I couldn't move. On to day 2...I've got Gracie and Peyton both asleep, dogs are laying down actually being good and quiet...so now's the time. Ugh...I don't want to do this. BUT I have GOT to lose this weight. 15 pounds isn't too much to ask for, and I'm tired of putting it off. I want to make myself proud...I want to make my husband proud...I want to be able to be healthy to teach Peyton the same. I know TJ thinks I'm beautiful...but I want to BELIEVE it. I want to feel it. Here's to day 2! I hope you jump on the 30 Day Shred bandwagon with me!